Okay its 6/6/06 so I get to be emo.
So today schedules were switched yet again I’m in two classes with her.
Come on; tell me you know who she is
You know, that girl who guys can’t get enough of.
The one girl that no matter how hard you try you’re not but she’s still standing there making it look easy.
Yeah. That one.
I never really thought about it until she wound up in close quarters with me. She’s almost perfect it’s scary, smart, pretty, popular, what else?! It never bothered me until now either, I mean, I have no problems with my self image etc. but being with her makes me feel inferior and it’s like she knows it! Now every day this week I get to feel privileged enough to hear her lament about how her hair sucks and that she’s fat. Okay if she’s fat what the hell does that make me?!
I'm not one to be jealous of something like that but just once I wish I could be in her shoes. Of course if I was her it wouldn't be as cool as I think (as these things do turn out) but maybe not. It's just depressing to think that even though I have such high morals in almost everything else, I can be affected by something as little as well, her.
Okay so I’m not going to go on because I think I’m starting to get annoying. Yay…
You know you love me,
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